Cabos Soul to LA Heart

Our love--Stenoceraus Eruca
Waves crashing in a Spanish town
Everything on t.v is a soap opera
I think of our moonlight--streetlamp kiss
Looks like a movie they say
The Pelicans and Fisherman are evening friends
The people barely talk
The day/night/evening/craziness
Vinyl bench slumber, beach sun daze--
Took a lot out of us
Wish you were here--
To fall asleep next to
and inside my reflection
I see nothing but skin and stars
I can close my eyes and listen
and see your face in the ocean
I will dream of your cheeks while--
You turn the pages of old fate
There is so much of you--
That I do not know--and wish to see
Blue eyes--blue feelings--our freedom
The world shifts when you cry
Realign breath with trees
Just me and you
Separated by the moon
Breath and lips and love
Intertwined soon
Never goodbye to our youth
Amor a primer vista

Mode

24 years on earth
2 hours unconscious
12 hours in hell
6 more lives to live
2 souls to survive
34 hours in heaven
1 day at a time

Note to self

If you cant love--
how can you believe
in anything outside yourself?
Established to perish alone--
Yet saved by fast food and carpet.
He shuttered at the thought--
if you don't believe in god
then who is going to save you?
Cut yourself in half--
we can share the knife.
Let the memories save self sacrifice--
and in the earth we will remain.
I believed in god for you
a spectacular stroll down insecurities.
I gave up religion for myself
a magnificent journey to self discovery.
Turn off your shadow and come inside
its been a privilege.

Alligator Soup

Waking up in different homes
Cold hands to hold ear lobes
Embrace under hot sheets
A subtle reimbursement from loss
Placement inside beating hearts
Brains swollen from understanding ease
Youth reinstalled within breath
Never thought two--Could be better than one
Glorified simplicity in the third person
Flower Blankets and touch
Sunlight that no longer slices
Souls that run free together
Living dreams that replace fear
Laughter flowing through veins
Unknown privilege of a romantic heart
Just a scratch of the deepest depth
Most survive on glorified sadness
We exist on strawberry mornings
Blessed to believe in a thing called love
Like the stars rewrote the world for us

Mandalay Beach Secrets

the age old poet says
 
Greek tapestries
are like birthdays
boys film in houses
and pickup wharehouses
birthdays happen
randomly next door
love bye

"From mouth to ear, to lips to fingers, to space" 

Kurt Cobain Lives

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I recently had the opportunity to work on an amazing film project while in New York City. A youthful devotion to Rock and Roll--the isolation that leads to love. A surreal approach to identifying and understanding the impact of Kurt Cobain on the development of his fans. Shot on 16mm film, between New York and Seattle--Adarsha Benjamin and Nina Ljeti, create a retrospective of Nirvana and Kurt Cobain through the people he impacted. A film instillation to be revealed in May, with plans to be developed into a feature. Honored to work with such talented artists, who are truly DIY renegade filmmakers.